♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Well, today is the day of the Banding test. I thought that I would panic and not be able to do well in the test. But in the end I manage to spend a good lot of my time looking at the paper and thinking of what am supposed to do.Initially, I thought that my organic Chemistry was a goner and that I could not do any of the questions regarding it. Right now, I still think that way, but then I think the fall was not so great.Will I pass? Well, that's very hard for me to say. But there is one thing that I know for sure is that I would not to be able to get high marks.Well, even though the fall wasn't great, I did slip up though. I didn't do any of the questions after the structure elucidation thingy. And I also think that the previous attempted questions were a mess too.Oh well, the test has passed and now it is time for me to move on and say bye bye to the month of June. Here comes the tough July and I think I am going to suffer.Talking about recent events anyway, the H1N1 flu virus is now becoming quite infamous now. Hmm... I wonder whether schools will be closed because of it?Just a side note. I feel that I am easily begin angered today and I am starting to be more aware of things I didn't compared to last year. I think I have realized that something is wrong. Oh well, go figure.
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♥ Monday, June 29, 2009
While there is a very important test tomorrow, I am so not prepared for it cause I don't feel any rush in me to revise anyway.However, it sort of reflects in me how unprepared I am for my A levels.Well maybe I will start at 8pm tonight.:)Gambarimasu minna!!!!
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♥ Friday, June 19, 2009
I have just realized that the road ahead of me is going to be a repetition until the exam is done.
There is not going to be NEW stuff in my life.
I think that is the thing that make me dread the days ahead of me.
And the thought that make me stall in my work.
Well pushing that aside, I think I'm ready to do my work. If I can push that aside.
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♥ Thursday, June 18, 2009
Well, I guess it has been coming up to the point whereby I have left out all my friend in YTSS and in the past. I guess my time has been running faster than I thought. So right now, I'm making an effort to talk o m friends despite having homework to do.
As usual, completing the list is difficult, but at least I'm making progress. I hope that I can finish asap though. Meanwhile, I'm just brooding about many things.
ずっと、ずっと。
Am I withholding opportunities for the others? Am I preventing them from reaching further? What have I been missing out? What is missing in my life? My motivation? Have I really understood other people's feelings?Am I always right about other people's feelings or it is just a plain assumption?
私わ分からない。穂のうに。
Well all these are things that I've been thinking about. I think.
-_-!!!
That's a lot of questions to the ones that I already have. Hais...
But at least I've enough time to think through..
グイクィン、かんばってください！！！！
みいなわがんばってね！！！！だいつき！！！
MUACKS!!!
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♥ Monday, June 15, 2009
Right now, I am procasinating about studying, cause I really don't feel like doing so.
But wait a minute. Do I have a choice? No.
I really wish that I was studying about something easy ad something which is fun or just working.
NO 'A' LEVELS!!! ARRGH!!!
But one thing that I know or sure that, the more I complain the less work I'm going to get done. So I've come up with a plan to 'immerse' myself int studying. One is to type out this bloody blog and try to motivate myself to do it. The other is to come up with the list of revision that I am supposed to finish. My mission for these two weeks is to clear the list. I pasted the lists on my wall so it kinda reminded me that I needed to do my revision. Cool,eh?
But the thing is, I can't bring myself to do it. And it is also NOT FUN!!!
I don't even remember having this much difficulty studying when I was in YTSS. Hais... I seriously miss those days. Even Min Min studying harder than me.
My other friends are already preparing for the A levels already, but I'm still feeling inertia. And up to the point that I didn't want to go to school. What the hell. I'm like trying to be the nice kid ever since the primary school incident and I could managed this until this year when I let my nner self peeked out to the world. Right now, it is about to present itself to the people that I know and I'm afraid that the family and friends around me will get it. THIS IS NO END!
But I think I have to thank my parents. SERIOUSLY. More so durng this period because of the economic crisis. Not that my dad lost a job, but he is getting more and more busy that I could only see him once per week. And sometimes he ooked really tired. I can't help him with anything, but I tried to lighten his burden at home by trying to wash his car. My mom is also out there working. Although not as tiring as dad's job, but she would always come home on time and ensure that we took our meals regularly. She also made the house clean and conducive for studying(although sometimes she would also make me do it, which I really do not like). Nowadays, she is even trying to help me with my problems. Although it is no help at all, I really appreciate it. Not to mention that she also tries to encourage me to study, which is something that she rarely do.
I didn't notice it until recently that my parents really NEVER punish me in ANY WAY because of m results. Understandable, but I'm glad that they did that. Well its about time that I started studying. Maybe tomorrow or tonight then, when I'm convinced that my restaurant city game is a goner. Well JA NA!!!
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♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009
The night was a special event. And that is the fireworks display.This was different from the display during the NDP though. It was a fireworks display from the UK.But other than it being from the UK, it was kinda special, one being that it was near my house. The other was that the works was surrounding us rather than being in front of us.So it was like being surrounded by fireworks, which is kinda cool and romantic at the same time.However, I remembered that I was late that night, and I had to make Vidya wait for me. Sorry!But we managed to get in, although we were clueless at first.I guess there were many interesting parts to the display. Although it was a long wait, it was a worthy one.I guess there were many peaks during the display, but the only one that I can think of right now is when the speaker during the middle of the display came up and talk to us. Suddenly she stripped!! Although the ending wasn't a naked body or anything that was close to it, the actions itself already earned a lot of oohs and ahs especially from the guys. Go Figure.I took A LOT of photos, but what was infuriating was that the nice photos didn't get taken and was lost!!! OMG! The only photos left were UGLY! So much disappointment,,, Hais...There is going to be another display on Sunday night, though I will not be going, but I think that the Yishun area will be packed once again. Woo Hoo!!
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♥ Tuesday, June 9, 2009
I'm just tired and wanted a rest. So I took a 2 day break from school. I'll probably go back to school tomorrow..Hmmm...There's a GP test tomorrow...Gambarimasu!! :)
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♥ Sunday, June 7, 2009
I've got a lot things to do today, but I think it's too much so I shall not go to school tomorrow. I'm sick of it anyway. :p
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♥ Saturday, June 6, 2009
This morning, I went out with Min Min, purpose is to get her IC, but then it now seems like the sideline of the day's mission.
As usual of getting her IC, we got to lavender to the ICA building. It was not our first time there. So it was quite breeze to get a hold of her IC. The only problem was waiting for her name to be called, which took quite a long time because there was A LOT of people.
We took off at 10am but we sort of finished the mission at 11am, which was kinda fast. So we went to Bugis and went to bugis street of course. It was kinda tiring and my feet sort of hurt but I didn't complain. Min wanted to get a bag there, but I suggested not to buy course I thought it was not worth her money.
Then we went to Bugis junction's food court to have our lunch. Min ate noodle while I ate my all-time favourite: Beef Noodle!! Yum.
After that we went to shop around Bugis and Jia min looked in a shoe shop. As a result, she ended up wanting to buy a pair of black shoes. The problem was that there was no stock of the shoe of that colour. However, they sort of had it in the branch in the Raffles MRT station we off we went.
We went to the Raffles MRT station to look for the shop and in the speed of light, Min finally got her pair of shoes!! Yay! She still wanted to get a bag, but Raffles wasn't the place for it, so we wanted to go to AMK hub to get it.
The sad thing was we didn't managed to go to that place. Cause we were like zzzzzzzzzzzzzz in the MRT train the moment we got in and just didn't have the mood to shop once we got to the AMK station.
But all in all, in was fun and once again I get to see Jia min's angelic smile. :)
Tomorrow will be a studying day, I've decided. And I have tuition from 8 to 9 am. It's my first lesson. Wish me luck. :)
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♥ Friday, June 5, 2009
Tonight was the SYF concert. Most of 212 people went there or performed there, so it was a kind of rare event that almost everyone was wiling to stay behind.
The performance was nice and Min Min was interested in some parts of the concert. She said that the guitar ensemble played a very nice song which made her feel like she was in a cafe. Then during the MCS performance,she was overwhelmed by the colours and flowers. She wanted the props that the girls was holding, so we went to their place and got 1 for her. It was funny at how shocked she looked!!! But it was worth the effort, seeing her being so happy. :) And I have a suspicion that she was freaked out by the dancers during the zombie performance. Good Job dancers!!! I liked the dance without a doubt!!! :)
About me during the concert? Hehe... I was playing a fool. I tried to catch my friends attention during their performances. MUHAHA!!!
My victims:
ICS-Melissa
MCS-Jessica
Guitar-Vidya, Yasmin and unknowingly, Melwin(????)
Well, I enjoyed the performance itself, which was quite surprising as I hadn't expected much. Min Min have comments on the service of the ushers before the concert and I had to agree that they need to improve on that. Other that, I LUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE the concert.
Thanks guys and gals for such wonderful concert!!!! MUACKS!!! :)
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♥ Thursday, June 4, 2009
Tomorrow is the post SYF concert!! Yay!!Actually is not because of the concert that I am so excited of. Rather, it is the fact that Min Min is coming that I am excited...But in any case, I can't wait for that moment to go! Just hope that it won't screw up though. Well, that's all. Bye bye!!
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♥ Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I dunno why I start out like that, but I just wanted to say that I bought make up today.It's not related to what I wanted to say today, but I just wanted to say that.I don't know what came over me to decide to buy it. But before I knew it, I had already bought it. That's bye bye to my $50!!!Anyway, for today, I am stuffed with homework that is due this week!!!Tomorrow, I have to hand in my Biology assignment to Ms Lim. Also, I have my econ BOP case study that I have to do and my electrolysis Chemistry Assignment that I have to hand in. Not only that, I am also one of the unlucky ones that have to hand in my Biology Evolution Structured questions to Ms Lim on Friday. YUCKS!But, by hook or by crook, time passes and I shall do the best that I can!!! :)GAMBARIMASU!!! :)
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